[He hears the melancholy permeating Giovanni's tone, and it's enough to give him pause. In favor of preserving the man's privacy, he takes the time to mentally filter their conversation, strange as that remains to him. Since they've already discussed the way the CCG handles contingency plans, he doesn't think it's a far stretch to make the suggestion that he does now]
What I said about wills... [He hesitates, unsure if this will resolve the cause of that low dip to Giovanni's voice or not] Perhaps, if you're concerned, you could consider writing one.
[By now Haise knows that Giovanni is greatly concerned with whether someone would live or die according to their own wishes, because of his personal experiences. If he fears for his own, maybe having it in a concrete form might help, if only to solidify that his choice is made. That it's known and would be respected. Maybe not understood, even Haise himself only grasps it by degrees due to his own desire to exist, but one doesn't have to completely understand to accept.
Regardless, he has determined that he won't fail him if that time ever comes. He hopes it won't, wills it not to, for whatever little good that may be in the face of a looming, dreaded reality. But Giovanni's existence is as riddled with fears as his own, and he'll do what he can to lessen that]
I'd be grateful for structure if only we had it. Unfortunately, what I've heard from Kittypaw is that we're supposed to create that for ourselves. That's...part of why I wanted to try this. I think Kaz was well-intentioned, if not terribly provocative. Once, we'd talked about this... The way people aren't equipped with what they need, aren't set up to succeed when thrown out of their element, and just expected to muddle through.
If even some of us are willing to try, we'll find a way to function. I've got to believe that.
[For himself, and people who don't have in them to]
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What I said about wills... [He hesitates, unsure if this will resolve the cause of that low dip to Giovanni's voice or not] Perhaps, if you're concerned, you could consider writing one.
[By now Haise knows that Giovanni is greatly concerned with whether someone would live or die according to their own wishes, because of his personal experiences. If he fears for his own, maybe having it in a concrete form might help, if only to solidify that his choice is made. That it's known and would be respected. Maybe not understood, even Haise himself only grasps it by degrees due to his own desire to exist, but one doesn't have to completely understand to accept.
Regardless, he has determined that he won't fail him if that time ever comes. He hopes it won't, wills it not to, for whatever little good that may be in the face of a looming, dreaded reality. But Giovanni's existence is as riddled with fears as his own, and he'll do what he can to lessen that]
I'd be grateful for structure if only we had it. Unfortunately, what I've heard from Kittypaw is that we're supposed to create that for ourselves. That's...part of why I wanted to try this. I think Kaz was well-intentioned, if not terribly provocative. Once, we'd talked about this... The way people aren't equipped with what they need, aren't set up to succeed when thrown out of their element, and just expected to muddle through.
If even some of us are willing to try, we'll find a way to function. I've got to believe that.
[For himself, and people who don't have in them to]