VOICE | UN: GREENCYBORG

[backthatup]

I cannot-- [ Let's start again. ]

For those who do not know... I am Genji.

There is rarely a time that I feel I should apologize for my entire existence, but the amount of embarrassment that I feel upon having to relive the memories of my younger... more impertinent self... calls for it.

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[backthatup]

I hope it only explains why I don't like bugs and nothing else about me.

[backthatup]

[ He laughs, and shakes his head. ]

I'm sorry that they've been replaced with metal. [ Not really true but he doesn't really ever feel that comfortable showing his face. Only ones who have seen it are Angela, Zenyatta, and his brother. ]

I am adequate.

1/2

[iomnic]

...

2/3

[iomnic]

actually 3/5

[iomnic]

I may need a visual comparison to fully assess that.

4/5

[iomnic]

... I am only joking, of course.

5/5

[iomnic]

Unless you would like to, and then I am serious.

[fateality]

Can't be helped. I'm sure you have other charming aspects anyhow, slick.

Maybe even average?

[whatshimadayou]

I have performed several mistakes. That, however, was the worst I could have committed.

[He tenses, taking in a deep breath. A little, maybe, but after what happened, it felt like he dropped back down to square one for awhile there.

He had help, to crawl back out. That was... something. But it'd still been difficult.]

...Suitable. Not very incognito, but you were never concerned with that.

[backthatup]

Only to one looking, I am sure.

Maybe even average.

[1/2]

[backthatup]

[ Oh? ]

[backthatup]

Does that mean that if I'm serious... then you're serious?

[ ... and looking off to the sky. It sure is pretty out here... ]

[backthatup]

I never was, no.

[ Now, a little more so, but for different reasons. ]

... you do not seem as upset as I would have thought. [ It's honestly a relief to see. He smiles beneath his mask. ] I'm happy to know that you've learned to forgive yourself, too.

[iomnic]

[ Oh dear. Here he goes. This is... the line, that once stepped pas, cannot be stepped behind again...

And yes, while he knows he should be more wary of it, there has always been a part of him that desired to take risks. Nothing ventured, nothing gained, after all... ]

I would... like to be serious, yes.

[whatshimadayou]

[There's a frown on his face, as if he lacks certainty -- or almost looks uncomfortable.]

It is not entirely that. [Frankly, Hanzo doesn't know that he will ever forgive himself.]

...I had help.

[1/?]

[backthatup]

[backthatup]

[backthatup]

If I am serious --

[backthatup]

No, I am serious.

[backthatup]

But I am still at times a mess and not quite in harmony with myself, with others...

[backthatup]

But you would like to and so --

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[backthatup]

I will do what I can to be deserving of... of you answering my feelings.

[ Which are, Genji? ]

... which are... I love you, Master.

[1/2]

[backthatup]

[ A beat. ]

McCree?

[backthatup]

[ Oh, he should not have jumped to that idea first. ]

I know that you two are friends and so that is who I thought of first... as he always seems to want to be able to help you. But perhaps it was Tracer... or someone else. [ Very smooth. ]

[whatshimadayou]

[The immediate suggestion makes Hanzo jerk his head back, then he scowls further when Genji tries to recover.]

He told you.

[Which... fine, it is not as if he had Jesse swear to secrecy. He is free to inform whomever he wishes, but his brother, of all people.]