I'm not trying to make it about me!! I'm trying to make it about helping you!! Koltira- you're one of my best friends, and I know what you're worried about! I messed up, last time. I got scared, and I froze- but I'm not going to let that happen again! No matter how scary you are, I'm not going to let you hurt me! For both of us! So let me at least try to do something for you!!