[ For now, at least. Just wait until she starts swearing like a trooper... ]

Of course. I would not wish to assume anything either, as I am unaware of the circumstances as I have said. However, I am a firm believer of those that wish to improve themselves.

Yet... something you said bothers me. "Even alive"... does that mean you died before you found yourself bound to ALASTAIR? I apologise if that question is too rude.