[ He's flabbergasted. Dumbfounded, even. Is this man even listening to him? ]
Do you know how these people can help me? Do you know how you can help me?
Listen to me when I tell you to stay back. If my warning had been heeded, none of this would have happened. Understand that I do not excuse myself; if I meant to, I would not have made this address at all. But that is the plain fact of the matter.
Suffering for suffering is the spell I'm under, and there is no breaking it. I will not ask the others to suffer on my account--I did not want them involved with me in the first place! Do not speak as though I am on some constant rampage, either. This is the accumulation of nearly a year's worth of denying what I am. Of fighting. You have never been in my circumstances.
I have had enough of you. You know nothing.
[ And--what--leveling conditions? The condition that he not be forced into sex? Or killed?
no subject
Do you know how these people can help me? Do you know how you can help me?
Listen to me when I tell you to stay back. If my warning had been heeded, none of this would have happened. Understand that I do not excuse myself; if I meant to, I would not have made this address at all. But that is the plain fact of the matter.
Suffering for suffering is the spell I'm under, and there is no breaking it. I will not ask the others to suffer on my account--I did not want them involved with me in the first place! Do not speak as though I am on some constant rampage, either. This is the accumulation of nearly a year's worth of denying what I am. Of fighting. You have never been in my circumstances.
I have had enough of you. You know nothing.
[ And--what--leveling conditions? The condition that he not be forced into sex? Or killed?
He's done with this. ]