In truth, I don't know what to think. The longer I remain here, the more confusing things seem to become.
And no, I don't think I'm going home. ALASTAIR have made it clear that only those who's worlds would perish without the impact of their actions can be spared the energy required to send them home. I don't qualify.
[Somehow easier to admit over text, the fact that he simply doesn't matter enough to be sent home. It wasn't a revelation that came as a surprise to him, only one that adds to the bone-deep ache that's always, always been there. He never has been enough. Never has mattered, back there.
As for the rest of what Peter says-- well. It's more evidence that he stands quite apart from the rest of them, here. That his ideologies and morals have been shaped in a very different light. But that's something he's accustomed to, by now.
There are points of commonality here, however, despite that.]
Perhaps change is always painful. I always imagined it would be. Bumps in the road...it seems a mild way to put it. Ha ha.
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And no, I don't think I'm going home. ALASTAIR have made it clear that only those who's worlds would perish without the impact of their actions can be spared the energy required to send them home. I don't qualify.
[Somehow easier to admit over text, the fact that he simply doesn't matter enough to be sent home. It wasn't a revelation that came as a surprise to him, only one that adds to the bone-deep ache that's always, always been there. He never has been enough. Never has mattered, back there.
As for the rest of what Peter says-- well. It's more evidence that he stands quite apart from the rest of them, here. That his ideologies and morals have been shaped in a very different light. But that's something he's accustomed to, by now.
There are points of commonality here, however, despite that.]
Perhaps change is always painful. I always imagined it would be. Bumps in the road...it seems a mild way to put it. Ha ha.