defenceless: (damn dad why you do this)
appearѕ ѕмoĸιng a cιgareттe ([personal profile] defenceless) wrote in [community profile] futurology2016-01-06 05:56 pm

video 💎 un: Tohsaka Rin

[the video opens to display the... somewhat incriminating desk of one rin tohsaka. are those vials and knives? yes, those are vials and knives. a few of the vials contain weird-colored liquids but don’t think about it too much.

apparently this is no reason for a tiny cygnet not to be hopping all over everywhere, chirping happily and nibbling away at a slice of apple rin holds between chopsticks. the gray downy baby swan wears a black collar inlaid with beautiful amethysts and diamonds. lazily leaning her cheek onto her hand, she speaks.]


I’ve developed a means of repelling that godawful holiday plant and withering any sprigs of mistletoe in your immediate vicinity. Simply state clearly,

"Verkümmern, Mistel."

And they’ll die. The catalyst for the enchantment has been sprinkled all across Chantes, so the spell should work wherever you are. Just don’t say the words wrong; I can’t be held responsible for what might happen, in that case.

[r.i.p. thirst. anyway, rin reveals a strange object that those more modern-familiar in alastair will recognize as a bedazzler gun.]

Now, then.

[rin sets down the apple (much to baby swan's dismay!) and calls to the servant carrying a tea tray behind her.]

Archer.

[a tall man in black armor and a pink apron glances over his shoulder. only his back is visible.

she spins her finger, gesturing for him to turn around. he does so with a rather impressive line face. there's a sword bedazzled out of shiny silver rhinestones stuck right to the front of his apron, just at chest level. rin faces the network again.]


Can anyone tell me what this [she lifts up the bedazzler gun and frowns in disgust/confusion.] is? The designs it creates are awfully tacky.

((OOC: The mistletoe-deactivating spell words will actually work, per discussion with the mods! Feel free to do whatever you want with it. Archer may reply to some tags/threads in this post.))
anti_altruisms: (The anger you held back.)

[personal profile] anti_altruisms 2016-01-07 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ What he wouldn't give to wipe the smugness off that asshole's face. Archer grits his teeth. ]

To prevent another "incident" like that day with the mistletoe, he told me I should consider what I could offer in exchange.

[ Naturally, this did not go over well. ]
anti_altruisms: (Living the swag bachelor life.)

[personal profile] anti_altruisms 2016-01-08 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ He wants to break something.

Though Archer isn't the sort to pace, he does radiate irritation in waves before he finally appears and slumps on the couch with an aggravated look on his face. The pensiveness quells some of his agitation but not much.

Archer knows exactly why the other Servant is pestering him so much, and it bothers him a great deal. ]


There is no point.

He finds entertainment in the struggles of humanity -- their foolishness and despair.

[ And he, like a proper fool, showed Gilgamesh his own Achilles heel. He scoffs under his breath. ]

He's playing a game with me.
Edited (wording issues fuu) 2016-01-08 03:39 (UTC)
anti_altruisms: (But you've been here once before.)

[personal profile] anti_altruisms 2016-01-09 02:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[ If only it were truly that simple.

He looks up at the ceiling and closes his eyes. ]


He knows what I am, Rin.

[ A counter guardian, a slave to the world, and a faker of a Heroic Spirit. ]

I showed him my hand already when I came to help you.

[ There was nothing else he could have done, of course, and he doesn't regret it. Maybe he should have controlled his anger a little better, but it is what it is.

He lets out a frustrated sigh. ]


I don't plan on bargaining with him.
anti_altruisms: (Always remember.)

[personal profile] anti_altruisms 2016-02-02 10:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He doesn't like showing weakness -- to Rin or anyone else, and especially not to someone who he very much considers an enemy. Most of the time, there's no reason to be concerned. He's been alone for longer than he can remember, and even when he first contracted with Rin, he played things very close to the chest, including his own name.

It's different now. He knows it is because even if he would find the strength to continue in the event that she disappeared, it would still hurt. To lose her to someone like Gilgamesh and be unable to save her would be devastating, and he knows it.

She has become the center of his world here, and that has negatives along with positives.

He doesn't know how to explain any of that (or particularly want to) so he's quiet for a long moment. Instead, he says something else, and it may very well be a surprise for her to hear. ]


...I do not wish to be at war for the duration of our stay with ALASTAIR, Rin.

[ It's not that he can't fight (and win). He's just tired of it, in a lot of ways, and he wants to savor the small things he does have here while he can. It's what she asked of him, after all, and he didn't simply dismiss it. ]
anti_altruisms: (Surrounded by idealists and fools.)

[personal profile] anti_altruisms 2016-02-15 04:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ No, his 'fee-fees' are not hurt. In fact, he's quite used to having sand kicked on him, being used, abused, and all of the rest. He is a weapon designed for a very specific purpose, and whatever feelings he might have, his pride (or lack thereof), don't enter into the equation.

No - it's more he's actually terrible at finding a middle ground with anything he does. He feels the need to be fiercely protective of Rin when it comes to Gilgamesh, which means plotting and planning to do things whether or not they meet with her approval. Her safety is of paramount important to him -- and yet, she wants him to try to live, even though he never knew how, even before he became a Heroic Spirit.

He feels torn between two very different worlds, right now, and he doesn't know how to handle it.

Closing his eyes, his pinches the bridge of his nose. ]


What he thinks makes no difference, Rin.

[ Archer couldn't give less of a shit what Gilgamesh thinks. He just knows himself to well not to see a mess in the making. ]

...I cannot be two different things.

[ Or at least, as of right now, he hasn't figured out how. ]
anti_altruisms: (The life you loved.)

[personal profile] anti_altruisms 2016-02-21 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ He struggles because he never learned how to live in the first place. He doesn't know how to balance a life he never had before with the existence he's known for millenia. It is not possible, in his mind, to enjoy what life is supposed to be and be a counter guardian at the same time. The two are diametrically opposed to one another, and the only way he could function as a cleaner was to cut off his emotions -- to be a machine, efficient and deadly in every aspect. Otherwise, his bitterness and self-loathing would have become something far worse than it had.

When he opens his eyes, he looks down at his hands. There's blood on them, he's steeped in it, and there's nothing that can change that. ]


I am not like you, Rin.

[ He is not a human any longer, that he can be as flexible as someone with an actual future. Change does not come easily to him, and he's been this way for too long. ]

If I must be something, I will be a Servant before anything else.
anti_altruisms: (Take my hand.)

[personal profile] anti_altruisms 2016-02-28 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ He cannot change what he is. Rin may not like it, but Archer is honestly more comfortable behaving as a Servant should than trying to muddle through what he does feel and the vestiges of his lost humanity. He can try for her sake, to appease her, but nothing will change overnight.

The light punch isn't unexpected, and he doesn't flinch or comment on it. This is just the way it is between them. He doesn't really mind. ]


You would know if I was acting, Rin.

[ Some things he may not share, but Rin is, perhaps, one of the few people where he feels like he can be more 'human' with. Besides that, he doesn't think he would get away with 'acting' for very long.

As for the question...well. ]


...Not right now.

[ He isn't in the best mood right now, unfortunately, and he doesn't really want discuss the issue further. ]