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[ex_adept136]

Like a few others here, I'm among those who met the goddess Nalanni. And like others there are things I learned from having a conversation with her. First and foremost, I'd like to request some help in conveying a message she intended for her people.

She wanted them to know that she loves them, and that she knows they can go on without her.

At the time, I was struck with the thought that she'd considered her own passing a possibility. And now that I've seen mentions of slaying gods here, it seems she wasn't wrong. Maybe some of you know more than me, but I'm not convinced it's the only way. Having said that, I'm not blind to the reality that those are our orders, and that there are those who will follow them.

I'm more interested in helping the Nalawi. I gave my word that I would do whatever I could, and so... To those who are already making efforts to ensure the Nalawi are able to sustain themselves, whatever may come, I'd like to volunteer any help I can provide.

If anyone wants further information on the conversation I had with Nalanni, please let me know. I'm unsure how much would be redundant, since admittedly, I've picked up on recent developments here and there.

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[ex_adept136]

Do we know why that is? It's hard to imagine there's nothing that could be done about it, despite ALASTAIR having enough power and influence to bring us all here.

[It's something he thought beyond imagining, and yet, here they are.

He puffs out a quiet sigh]

It's all the stuff of storybooks, for someone like me. But I don't want to believe killing is the only true solution - that that's what we're here for.

[healplz]

Vaguely. [ He nods, but doesn't look quite certain of it. He's pretty new here, too. ] A recruit named Dagny mentioned something about a Cataclysm. It seems all the worlds are running low on energy now.

I want to believe an organization like this wouldn't advocate for destruction if it weren't the lesser evil.

[ Wants to believe. He doesn't have enough experience to be sold on that yet. ]

[ex_adept136]

[He has to wonder, coming from a world of black and grey morality. There were people suffering on both sides, and there were monsters on both sides...so he's beginning to think]

It makes me wonder how they make those determinations...but I lack the perspective of those who have been here longer.

[And, assuredly, seen more]

Do you think it will always come down to lesser evils?

[healplz]

It's hard to say. Honestly, this is my first mission, and I'm about as in the dark as you.

Dagny might be able to shed a little light for us, if we can reach her for it.

[ex_adept136]

At least I'm not alone in that...though I'm not sure it's something I should be glad for.

[If only because of how troubling it has to be for other new recruits. He doesn't hold any illusions that he's the only one with a great deal to adapt to]

Is she difficult to get in touch with?

[healplz]

I haven't tried. [ He rubs his chin, thoughtful. ] There's a directory somewhere around here, and I think her username is just 'Dagny'...

[ But is this a question too petty to bother a senior recruit with?? He's not sure. It does feel pretty selfish. He trails the thought off, undecided. ]

I guess there's no harm in seeing if she has a moment for a question.

[ex_adept136]

Is there any way to know whether she's busy? I wouldn't want to trouble her, but someone with more experience would surely have a better idea of whether these circumstances are unique or common.

[He's actually wondered more than a few times whether it would be troubling to contact others when he's referred to them, without having even been introduced first.

Meiwaku's a sin in the workplace after all]

[healplz]

Ask, and apologize if she's in the middle of something. [ He shrugs with a rueful smile. ] Can I meet you somewhere for this?

[ex_adept136]

Of course. [Considering he's having discussions with people, he's consider himself as having a little downtime here] Where should we meet up then?