VOICE | UN: GREENCYBORG

[backthatup]

I cannot-- [ Let's start again. ]

For those who do not know... I am Genji.

There is rarely a time that I feel I should apologize for my entire existence, but the amount of embarrassment that I feel upon having to relive the memories of my younger... more impertinent self... calls for it.

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[backthatup]

[ Oh. He notes the blushing and decides that he shouldn't press her too much about what she did. ]>/small>

I suppose that you are right. We are all attempting to become better than WHT we were even if our younger selves did not yet come to that revelation.

[winces]

Right... Besides — I'm sure you couldn't have been that bad.

[backthatup]

I am only happy that you did not meet me.

... I would have probably said many an inappropriate thing.

[winces]

[ she just laughs a little at that. ]

Oh, you're worrying for nothing, I'm sure!

[backthatup]

Olivia, you ...

You may be too good of a person and I'm glad that sweaty teenager never spoke to you.

[winces]

Oh, um. [ yeah she still doesn't really get what he might mean... ] Was he very sweaty...?

[ was he really just embarrassed about his past self's hygiene?! ]

[backthatup]

Yes.

[ He loudly sighs.

Then sighs louder. ]

[winces]

Oh, that... is very unfortunate, yes.

[ she still thinks he might be over-reacting, but. ]

At least it's over..?

[backthatup]

Yes, at least it is over.

Though, I could have lived my entire life without seeing those things... mate. Please tell me that you did not have to suffer that sight, Olivia.

[winces]

[ her laugh is light and quite hollow. ]

No... No, I didn't really have time to see much of anything.

[ for either they had already bitten her

or she had already changed enough that any bug she encountered was quickly dealt with. ]

[backthatup]

I'm so relieve --

[ A long pause. ]

Olivia... why did you not have much time?

[winces]

Oh, um.

[ she tries to smile, but it comes out more as a grimace. ]

I guess I was also... bit by one of those bugs...

[backthatup]

... did you also have an embarrassing younger self?

[ but she is so sweet -- still to say that would probably come off as he feels when people say that he could not be as embarrassing as he says that he was. ]

[winces]

No... [ idly, she starts fiddling with one of her braids, glancing to the side. ] It was a future version of me that turned up.

[backthatup]

I didn't want to ask you because you seem troubled ... yet it seems wrong not to ask you because you're troubled.

Did that version of you really upset you so much?

[winces]

I suppose it's more... the future itself that's upsetting. [ she doesn't really want to burden him with her worries, but she also feels like she might burst if she doesn't say something. it's been weighing on her mind for some time. ]

Some wonderful things happen to me, for sure... [ her husband, for one thing. her son and daughter, another. ]

But some really terrible things happen, too.

[backthatup]

The future was upsetting?

[ ... ]

Is it the future that happened here? Is there a way to prevent it so... it need not be so upsetting?

[winces]

[ she blinks, and then hastily waves her hand to dismiss his worries. ]

Oh — Oh no, not here...! I don't think it had anything to do with ALASTAIR at all... It was the future in my own world. [ she smiles weakly. ] I suppose I end up going back, sometime.

[backthatup]

I wish I could say that is a good thing... no, it is a good thing.

With what you know, and the fact you have a kind king, I believe that you'll be able to fix what is wrong.

[winces]

[ her expression crumples at that. would it be right to tell him? that their kind king, her apparent future husband... that is was his early death that spiraled them all into the darkness her future self has come to know.

instead, she bites down on a lip. ]

P-Perhaps... [ she doesn't know much of timelines, and how they work. will she return, as serene had, with her memories intact? her future self hadn't... so who's to say she will? ]

[backthatup]

[ A slight lowering of his shoulders. ]

Perhaps? [ Questing, hesitant. This seems as though it is something that weighs on her. While he thought at first her memories of being older were too embarrassing, he sees it is actually the opposite and -- his head gives a small tilt to attempt to give an impression of compassion, of worry. ]

Perhaps... this isn't the best place to ask this...

[winces]

[ she laughs then, rather suddenly. it is a high-pitched, almost squeaky sound, and entirely forced. ]

S-Sorry — I got off topic...! Um. I should — I should go now, actually, I didn't mean to take up so much of your time—

[backthatup]

You didn't take up any of my time.

In fact, if you want to talk more, I'm always ready to hear what you have to say.

[winces]

[ she's finding it harder to hold her smile the more time goes on. ]

Th-Thank you, Genji... That's very kind of you.

[backthatup]

No more kind than what you have been to me.