[Nyuu's eyes go downcast in contemplation. Whatever Lucy did was outside her control, but what if there came a time where she had to defend herself and the only option was to kill her attacker? No way could she bring herself to do such a thing, or rather, she didn't want to entertain the idea that she could.]

I know it might not mean much coming from a stranger, but I'm sorry you had to go through all that huntsman-san. I can't even begin to imagine how much suffering you had to endure.