He almost doesn't even reply at all, ready to knock out the rest of his alcohol stash in one go and deal with this never. You're a person. On some level, they're words Kagari has always wanted to hear--he just never thought they'd hurt so much when he finally did.
This was a mistake, he realizes. He shouldn't have told her anything. Really, he doesn't even belong here, among all these wide-eyed idealists who want to be heroes.]
that's the thing though i'm not free here, either not really and the life i had in japan? it was shitty, but it was mine i knew the rules, and the people who were in it understood what it was like
[But -- he appreciates the sentiment, as uncomfortable as it makes him.]
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He almost doesn't even reply at all, ready to knock out the rest of his alcohol stash in one go and deal with this never. You're a person. On some level, they're words Kagari has always wanted to hear--he just never thought they'd hurt so much when he finally did.
This was a mistake, he realizes. He shouldn't have told her anything. Really, he doesn't even belong here, among all these wide-eyed idealists who want to be heroes.]
that's the thing though
i'm not free here, either
not really
and the life i had in japan? it was shitty, but it was mine
i knew the rules, and the people who were in it understood what it was like
[But -- he appreciates the sentiment, as uncomfortable as it makes him.]