Whenever I've asked, they tell me the same thing. That only those who's worlds would die without them warrant the energy to be sent back. It seems unlikely, under those circumstances, that I'll ever be sent back myself. I play for the wrong team, so to speak. Ha ha. I suppose it's something I've come to terms with.
[He just sees himself as that irrelevant, and besides which, he's under no illusions in regard to his creator's designs-- She's an agent of chaos, a veritable incarnation of it, would be more likely to bring the world down around Her than to save it. And if he were to return he'd belong to Her as thoroughly as he ever did, until he was able to find the death he'd been looking for.
He's not going back. But vaguely, almost subconsciously, there's some level of relief in knowing that. Barely felt, but present nonetheless.]
And I suppose so, yes. Although the only changes I've ever known have been painful. If there are any other kind, I've yet to experience them for myself.
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Whenever I've asked, they tell me the same thing. That only those who's worlds would die without them warrant the energy to be sent back. It seems unlikely, under those circumstances, that I'll ever be sent back myself. I play for the wrong team, so to speak. Ha ha. I suppose it's something I've come to terms with.
[He just sees himself as that irrelevant, and besides which, he's under no illusions in regard to his creator's designs-- She's an agent of chaos, a veritable incarnation of it, would be more likely to bring the world down around Her than to save it. And if he were to return he'd belong to Her as thoroughly as he ever did, until he was able to find the death he'd been looking for.
He's not going back. But vaguely, almost subconsciously, there's some level of relief in knowing that. Barely felt, but present nonetheless.]
And I suppose so, yes. Although the only changes I've ever known have been painful. If there are any other kind, I've yet to experience them for myself.