Tohno Shiki (
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No one really tells you how scary it is to fish in the dark. Everyone else seems used to it, but the thought of falling in is crippling.
I guess it must sound more profound in my head when I'm worrying about dying alone near a dock, doing something new. Sorry.
[The little worries that pop into your head when you stare into an abyss.]
I guess tea would be able to improve the state of things just a little.
I guess it must sound more profound in my head when I'm worrying about dying alone near a dock, doing something new. Sorry.
[The little worries that pop into your head when you stare into an abyss.]
I guess tea would be able to improve the state of things just a little.
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Oh, I don't know...? [He left it hanging, as if it were a question. Shiki generally preferred to avoid experimentation, so when posed with the suggestion that he might want to at least get proof of the danger of the water--he decided simply being biased towards scientific research would have trumped the risk.]
It's really an interesting thing to consider, isn't it? If we weren't living it ourselves, we could probably call this a space exploration story.
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[Max looks up towards the dark sky. He has a point about space exploration, even if it just feels like another hell hole on earth. Casually, she wonders if she can put "astronaut" on her resume now.
She brushes the idea off, shaking her head, looking almost amused.]
ALASTAIR might turn out to be the villains.
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It worried him, being associated with a group like that.]
...We might be. You heard about it, right--that giant prison break?
[He felt his tone had to hush up, somewhat. The whole situation made him nervous as it was.]
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That was crazy. Were you there?
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[He was just as glad that he wasn't there during the fighting. Just meeting some of those people when they were doing something as simple as partying was too much for him to handle.
Supernatural people all around--he was remembering that painful headache all too well.]
I don't know if I'm being too paranoid, but there are tons of scary people in ALASTAIR's group. It seems important to be careful of them.
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She considers his words, remembering all the close calls.]
You can never be too careful.
[She's the one who accused him of wanting to rob her.]
Learning who you can trust . . . it's a process. [Her words seem bitter.]
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[Even with family. Shiki had thought, as a child, that he did something wrong to make his father force him out of the house. He had no idea why he was banished from the household, the lack of an explanation making him feel seriously alienated.
He was the sort of young man who was made to feel distrust too easily, when he wanted to be more trusting, instead.]
But--I guess it's fine when you meet somebody you can really trust. I don't know how many people like that I can meet here, but it would be a relief if it was a good ratio, right?
[The hope in his voice was forced, but it somehow managed to at least make him smile a bit out of reflex.]
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It'd definitely make these missions less shitty.
[. . . And, because she has to ask.]
Think you could trust me?
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[There wasn't any reason for him to not be friendly, but there were plenty of things on Shiki's mind that made him feel less inclined to extend himself.
It was nice not having to talk too much business, though. Only wanting to be happy put him aside from a number of the other soldiers. Shiki was told he'd be called a coward because of his attitude, but--
He could only imagine being a coward wasn't as bad as what he could have been.]
You seem pretty trustworthy. How about me, though? Do I leave a good impression--or, has my sour mood been problematic?
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The fact that she (almost) unquestioningly came out to meet him after just a few words on a screen said a lot.]
You're not too sour right now. [That's a plus!] Besides, I can think of things a lot more problematic than that in Chantes.
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Wait--hey-- This can't be right!
['There's no way in hell' was the one thought on his mind at that.]
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Don't lose it! Can you reel it in?
[She seems ready to jump in and help any second . . .]
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[Shiki seemed to forget about the reel. His first instinct was to lock the line in place, taking steps back to properly ground himself. He leaned back, feeling it was just as necessary to keep himself from falling forward.
Whatever he caught, it was snaking around in a number of directions, fighting him before moving in another direction.
When he got a sense for how erratically it was moving, Shiki didn't bother to reel it in--he just gave a sharp yank of the line that pulled the fish free from the water in one go.]
--Idiot! [He cursed himself, at least. As the fish flew through the air--Shiki grabbed the wooden bucket he had and thrust it forward--catching the fish before it landed right back in the water. He was on his stomach, fairly close to falling off of the pier at that point.]
...I should have reeled it in.
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Time flows on.]
That was close.
[She steps around him and leans down, peeking at his face.]
You okay?
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He looked from her to the bucket--still a bit numb over it.]
I'm fine--but, but... Not really. That looked pretty bad, didn't it?
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Actually, it was kind of awesome. Not everyone's as determined as you.
[. . . but he really should have reeled it in.]
Look at your prize.
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He expected a tiny little goldfish--not something the size of a regular salmon.
Relieved, he looked to Max and admitted outright:]
Determined? No way. I'm definitely done with this for today.
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She does frown, though.]
I kind of feel sorry for it. Maybe I'm not cut out for this sort of thing either.
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[Once he thought about it, Shiki reached into his jacket to pull out his knife--flicking it open without more pomp and circumstance.
He knew how to gut a fish--that was just a necessary skill for cooking raw ingredients.]
It's a lot easier when the butcher has it ready for you. I guess this is why I'm usually a vegan...
[Except, he barely was. Shiki muttered an apology, pointedly gutting the fish inside of the bucket, so Max would have to intentionally go out of her way to see it.]
Even if it's an animal, killing is something wrong. At this level, unfortunately I don't think I can avoid pacifism if I don't want to starve in the worst case scenario.
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She recovers quickly, sighing.]
Hopefully not all of our missions will be like this.
[Can they have a mission on a nice relaxing beach? A resort? . . . A girl can dream.]
--but we'll worry about that when we get there.
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It wasn't difficult to tell that Max was unnerved by it. Shiki dumped the contents of the bucket in the water, opposite of her so she wouldn't have to see. He wrapped the meat from the fish up in a cloth--which would have been a bad idea if he hadn't been intent on eating it soon.]
And, what a night it ... is. [After soaking his hands a bit in the water to rid himself of what was left, Shiki grimaced at his handiwork. After shifting his pack he lifted up a skin of water and shook it--holding it up for Max.]
Anyway-- thirsty? I've spent a lot of time boiling and reboiling water for myself, so I may have gone overboard with my current supply.
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That sounds really good, actually, but I wouldn't want to impose . . .
Are you sure?
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[Shiki gave Max a shrug, figuring that gesture was another test of good will. He knew how difficult it was to make good acquaintances, even outside of Chantes. It felt good to meet someone he actually liked.]
You don't necessarily have to be rewarded when you do something nice, but I believe in being nice when someone's nice to me.
[He opened his hand, the strap to the watering skin held out for Max to take.]
Besides, you helped take my mind off of things for a bit.
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Hey, I could say the same about you.
[She takes the first drink, and after clearing her throat, she adds:]
Thanks.
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sounds good! we can end it here.