respired: i howl when we're apart (screaming in the dark)
ᴋᴏʟᴛɪʀᴀ ·sᴜɴsʜɪɴᴇ· ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜᴡᴇᴀᴠᴇʀ ([personal profile] respired) wrote in [community profile] futurology2016-10-10 03:32 pm

voice; un: deathweaver

[ He swore it, after the last disaster. He would give warning. He would give everyone time.

The latter is no longer an option. Even this garbled communication takes more than he can give, and will exact its bloody price soon after. He has only moments before he loses himself entirely, so he works quickly, clasping his right hand over the rings on his left. The ALASTAIR jewelry. The gift, meant to help him, its crystal now nearly black. And the last one, meant to show home--showing, instead, nothing at all. ]


Don't --

[ He groans, his smoothly lilting voice now breathless, now rough with pain. There's the sound of squelching, of cracking bone. Something to help his lucidity. Somebody, really. An agonized shriek follows--not his own. ]

-- don't.

[ No. Not right. Not good enough. Another twist of the runeblade, another wet, shattering sound.

He half-growls, half-whimpers. Not much time, now. ]


Don't look for me.

[ OOC: AND HE'S BACK. Log will be posted in a few hours! This is just an IC heads-up in order to create a trail, should characters want/need one. Koltira is now largely incoherent and cannot reply to this post! But feel free to talk amongst yourselves; yadda yadda. ]
racking: (3.)

[personal profile] racking 2016-10-19 01:29 pm (UTC)(link)
But he can control himself most of the time?

[ shiro's faintly skeptical, but after jin's infodump... ]
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[personal profile] boneafide 2016-10-19 01:34 pm (UTC)(link)
... After he hurts enough people, he can control himself again.
racking: (47.)

[personal profile] racking 2016-10-19 01:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ well. ]

Is there any way at all we can help?

[ other than volunteering. which shiro is considering tbh. ]
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[personal profile] boneafide 2016-10-19 01:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Stay away from him. The good part of him, it's still in there, the whole time. He just can't do anything about what the bad part of him does...

And it hurts him a lot more if he sees himself hurting someone he knows.
racking: (20.)

[personal profile] racking 2016-10-23 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
But if he doesn't find anyone, he'll never be able to shake this off. Is that right?
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[personal profile] boneafide 2016-10-23 11:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm...

I'm sure he'll...



... Find someone.

[ Bandits. Deemers. ]
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[personal profile] racking 2016-10-30 09:02 pm (UTC)(link)
And afterwards?

[ there's going to be an after, right?? ]
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[personal profile] boneafide 2016-10-30 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
What do you want me to say?