[ As she's only just arrived when all of this was going on, she's mostly kept her head down and tried to get by with just watching and observing everything that has been happening. Even the method of communication is strange to her, being more used to phones and computers that technology that sends information from your thoughts.
Her own thoughts are a mess after hearing his story. I hope that most of you do not know what it feels like he had said, yet she knows all too well. Brainwashing was a horrific thing to go through, more so when you have no recollection of it happening, to the point where you are not conscious of yourself at all. On top of that, loving and enjoying every second of the pain you've inflicted on not only on others but also yourself is something no one should have to live through, nevermind remember.
She understands Graham's pain probably more than most here. It grips her heart every day, knowing that because of that control by someone else she is part responsible for almost the end of her world. Countries are laid to ruin, fires all over the streets with buildings torn down. People, normal every day to day civilians have also been brainwashed into violence and suicide. She, as a princess of her country in Europe, had taken the crown for herself and became a poster of Despair. A face for propaganda as her and her classmates wrecked the world.
She's shaking after hearing this, and it's partly why she hasn't responded to the other post that went out to them all before. It's hard to deal with when it's all so fresh.
It's ironic that even after feeling and knowing all this, she can't bring herself to offer her condolences in the way she probably should. ]
Everyone deserves a chance, but I understand that if nothing can be done, it is more merciful to end it all.
[ Because in the end, her and her friends are trying to make amends now, and she can't help but hope that the shells left behind might be able to come back as well. She has to believe that, because over half her class are still unconscious in a coma after being killed in a virtual world. ]
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Her own thoughts are a mess after hearing his story. I hope that most of you do not know what it feels like he had said, yet she knows all too well. Brainwashing was a horrific thing to go through, more so when you have no recollection of it happening, to the point where you are not conscious of yourself at all. On top of that, loving and enjoying every second of the pain you've inflicted on not only on others but also yourself is something no one should have to live through, nevermind remember.
She understands Graham's pain probably more than most here. It grips her heart every day, knowing that because of that control by someone else she is part responsible for almost the end of her world. Countries are laid to ruin, fires all over the streets with buildings torn down. People, normal every day to day civilians have also been brainwashed into violence and suicide. She, as a princess of her country in Europe, had taken the crown for herself and became a poster of Despair. A face for propaganda as her and her classmates wrecked the world.
She's shaking after hearing this, and it's partly why she hasn't responded to the other post that went out to them all before. It's hard to deal with when it's all so fresh.
It's ironic that even after feeling and knowing all this, she can't bring herself to offer her condolences in the way she probably should. ]
Everyone deserves a chance, but I understand that if nothing can be done, it is more merciful to end it all.
[ Because in the end, her and her friends are trying to make amends now, and she can't help but hope that the shells left behind might be able to come back as well. She has to believe that, because over half her class are still unconscious in a coma after being killed in a virtual world. ]